Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Day 19 Saturday, July 9th 2011

It's my Birthday!! I am officially 25 years old. Woah... I'm old. No longer am I in my early 20's.

Last night 5 min. before I turned 25, I kept saying (while laying bed in the dark) I'm still in my early 20's... I'm still in my early 20's... I'm still in my early 20's... I'm a youngin!... I'm not in my mid 20's!... I'm still in my early 20's. Christy kept affirming me saying Yep!, Yep!, Yeah you are!, You are a youngin!, No your not!, You are in your early 20's!.... Haha, right when the clock changed to 12 am everything changed. I'm in my mid 20's.... I am now in my mid 20's... I'm no longer in my early 20's. I pushed the switch above my bed, which gives off a door bell ring throughout the whole house.... I have no idea why it's there but there are several throughout the house. Anyways... I pressed it so that everyone knew it was officially my birthday.

This morning after I woke up I just chilled in bed and then wrote some notes to some of my teammates. We have these affirmation bags we all made for ourselves so that we can give each other encouragement throughout the month. Christy, Emily, Juila, Michael, and Danielle came into my room while I was writing... in my bed... in my pj's. They sang Happy Birthday and Michael video recorded the whole thing with Emily's camcorder. The day was already starting out pretty gooood.

Danielle and Michael made french toast and... wait for it!... Bacon! We finally found bacon here! It was the best breakfast by far since we've been here. But before breakfast I had gone in the shower to get a "shower" and get cleaned up. I hadn't showered in days. Then towards the "end" the water went out. No more water. The only thing I was able to do was wash my hair. I didn't even have all the suds out completely. I just pretended I did and dried off, completely ignoring the fact that my hair crunched with popping suds as I patted it dry with my towl. T.I.A. (This is Africa).

Devotional this morning was finishing up chapter 12 in Mark. It was the story about the poor woman that gave all she had to the church while the others who gave, only gave a tiny part of their income or belongings. I constantly have to remind myself to trust the Lord with my finances and provision. He always shows up every month teaching me that same lesson. So many times I doubt Him, but regardless He has always provided. Especially with this trip. I was debating on wether or not to come based on me not having the money for it. Then my friend Susan reminded me that if that was the only reason for me not going.... then that was the stupidest reason, because God always shows up. Sometimes I am discouraged by my lack of trust and faith in the Lord. When the Lord provides my trust and faith grows stronger sometimes. Especially when I give my money to Him when I feel as though my ends might not be met, and He provides for my needs to met in the end. Don't get me wrong though, I do make some unwise financial decisions and have to learn from them, and He allows that as well. But the Lord has always provided when He's needed to and even in times when I've been totally undeserving of it. He has shown me grace countless times... and that is what is so beautiful about WHO He is to me. He gives when I am undeserving. He gave his life when we were undeserving. He gave his life so that we may have eternal life. He gave to provide. He sacrificed so that He could provide even when we were undeserving. Oh, what love that is! Oh, how He loves us!

After devotional today we all got on the bus to go to Little AHOPE for an hour and then head to the factory to finish up the last little bit we had left to do. We went to Little AHOPE because we wanted to stop by there one last time before we left Addis Ababa. We are leaving for Nazaret tomorrow for our last week in Ethiopia..... that is so weird to say that I am in my last week here. Even though I have come here and seen how dirty and poverty stricken this place is, and gone through the emotions of "How the heck do people come and live here for years?", I have come to the point where that thought and the uncomfortability of it all doesn't even phase me. I noticed that it didn't really bother me that much earlier this week. God has really worked fast with me in the area of wether I could do this for long term or not. I think maybe I could. Wether or not that is His plan for me in the near future, I don't know. But what ever this thought change in me is for.... He is preparing me for something....

I'm not ready to go back home in the next week.

We went to Little AHOPE for about an hour and played with the kids there. It's Saturday, so I'm guessing these kids today are the kids that actually live there. Some kids come from home during the week and stay there each day to get their treatments (for HIV/AIDS). It's also a safe place for them because a lot of the communities here treat people with HIV/AIDS differently.

I saw Joseph (pronounced yoseph) today in the nursery. He's the 5 month old that probably go me sick the first time while I was holding him. He looked a lot worse since we've been there, which was about two weeks ago. He was having an even harder time breathing than when we were last there, looking much more frail and not as alert. I'm pretty sure Joseph was sick awhile before we got there the first time. I wonder how much of it is the HIV that is preventing him from healing or how much is it from lack of isolation from the other babies in order to get better? At what point do they take him to the hospital? Joseph is one of the only babies there that doesn't have an adopted family waiting to come get him. What do I do with that info?! And seeing how much a 5 month old is suffering?!

As we were leaving Danielle, Michael, and Julia went off in a taxi with Su. This is the point where I knew they were up to something. Something for my Birthday. I didn't know what yet. On the bus I heard that Michael went to go kill a lamb. Something he has been wanting to do for a long time. Michael can't kill a lamb and then we not eat it for dinner. So, I figured out that we weren't going out to dinner at the restaurant they made me pick. I kept my suspicions to myself though because I didn't want to ruin their surprise planning. I still didn't know where though.

So as they left, the rest of us went to the factory after searching and picking up a few more supplies. The mirror mosaic got finished as well as the rest of the painting. There were a few little bumps in the road towards the end but we managed, improvised, and executed the project perfectly. It looked amazing! I am so proud of it and everyone that contributed! Barrett came by to see us and the final product to what we have been working on all week. He brought his wife Rachel and daughter Howie with him. Howie's birthday was yesterday. She turned 7. Barrett loved how it turned out. I'm so proud of it and the fact he was pleased with it was icing on the cake.

After we got done with the factory, we headed to Kauldi's for lunch and to use the internet cafe. It was already 3 pm. We were starving. I got pancakes, some coffee, and a fruit drink.... oh yeah, and I ate a bunch of fries somebody ordered. Yep, another breakfast item of the day, and yep, I've been packing it away here and still loosing weight. What?! I don't get it.... but I'll take it. I used the internet as well, to check my email and messages from home. I also updated my blog... but I've only gotten to day 3. Haha.... oh well... some delayed updates. We were there for quite awhile.

We left Kauldi's and the internet cafe and went driving around town. Danielle was acting all sketch and I totally knew we were not going back to the house before dinner. So, ... we weren't going out to dinner because Michael went to kill a lamb with Danielle, Julia, and Su. And we weren't going back home to eat it because we weren't going back to the house before dinner. Michael never came back with Danielle and Julia at Kauldi's and was still with Su. We haven't seen Su's house yet... Ah HA! All the pieces are put together! They planned a birthday party at Su's house with cooked freshly killed lamb ethiopian style (injera and all). Best Birthday yet by far! I couldn't have asked for a better way to spend my 25th. In Ethiopia, a feast from a killed lamb by a team member, awesome new friends and family, and wait for it!..... DANCE PARTY! Let me tell you...... It was a crazy night.... and I shall not go into detail of it. What Happens in Addis, stays in Addis.


These pics where taken after we finished the factory. The second one is one of me with part of the final product!




This is a typical coffee I get at Kauldi's. Cafe Latte.


Our translator Sammy and I at Su's house for my birthday. Su, Kat, and their gang gave me that scarf for my birthday. :) It's one of the Women at Risk scarves by fashionABLE.... You can get one on their website www.livefashionable.com . The stories behind them are amazing.

Su being Su.

Day 18 Friday, July 8th 2011

Cereal for breakfast. Julia took all the good cereal. Actually EMILY ate pretty much the whole box of the good stuff and THEN Julia took the last bit of what was left of the other good ones.... :) it's true. Devotion was on Mark chapter 12. At first when we were going through Mark, I thought... ok yeah, the Gospels again, typical. It's funny, when you think about the Gospels and think that you know or have heard everything there is to know. And then you actually go through them with other people.... you (or I) tend to see things different and learn new things. God has been teaching me for sure things in this study and shining light on things in ways I haven't noticed or seen before. That is part of why it is so important to continually stay in the Word. You'll always learn something new or see something in a different or deeper way. Deeper because, when you are in constant communion with the Lord the Word becomes deeper in meaning.

OH! BTW... Last night there was a major hail storm in the middle of the night. I thought our house was going to cave in! I asked Michael if he woke up from it because he sleeps basically outside in a tin shack. He said he didn't remember it if he did wake up. I couldn't believe it, it as so loud! That is one thing I have seen many of here... hail storms. They have a ton of 'em!

Today has been one of the best days. No lingering cough or stuffy nose. Lots of energy instead of constant tiredness. I have been blessed with health and good people today. My teammates are my family. Even tonight, watching Sammy eat with us, felt like he was family too. He IS family. All our translators are our family. We are all so lucky to have such great translators. God has just really shined a light on this trip for me today. He has blessed me today with just pure peace and happiness. One of those days...

At the factory today it was Michael, Christy, Heather, Emily, and I. We were on the ball today. The black wall was finished, we started more on the dots. Got a lot of that done. Finished touching up the rest of the blue walls, and my clothes were dry and clean from yesterday's wash. Woo Hoo!!! It was a good and productive start to the day. At noon we headed over to meet the rest of our team at the school where we held the VBS. It was good to see the kids today. They are all just so precious and grateful for everything. Such a huge difference between them and children in America. These children know what it means already to rely on the Lord DAILY. Ive been at the factory all week with being in charge with this project, that I haven't been able to spend much time or hear these kid's stories. But, at the end of the day I've been able to hear some from the other team members.

One child prayed for food because he and his family didn't have food one day and the next day some lady had given them some bread to eat. The child said he was so grateful to God because he provided for his family and answered his prayer. I think they said this kid said that during one of the bible stories they were doing during VBS. SERIOUSLY?! These children shine Christ's love and we have so much to learn from them what true suffering is, and what true dependence on the Lord looks like. It has been a complete blessing and privilege to be able to just love on them. Precious precious children. Love them....

We visited the kids for a few minutes and then we all headed over to the W.A.R. head quarters and had lunch. Lunch was awesome. Good food and good company. It was one of those times where everyone is sitting around talking and having fun.... except George. He wasn't feeling well and definitely didn't look like he was. For lunch we had injera with shiro (a chickpea sauce that can be spicy), and potatoes with carrots, and some kind of cabbage stuff. It was all really good. They also had french bread that tasted SO GOOD! It tasted like how bread should taste. That was a good high light of the day as far as food goes.

After lunch they made us a coffee ceremony. They asked us if we wanted mil in our coffee... yes please! So good! When we all got our coffee Michael decided to start talking in a british accent all while bucking his teeth out toasting to the queen. Hilarious! Something I can't help but bust out in laughter every time he does it. The look on his face when he does it is priceless,,,, and the fact that he's black just made it even more funny to me.

This is some of us at the W.A.R. head quarters during lunch.
From L-R... Heather, Brittney, George, Danielle, Christy, Julia, Me, Michael, & Sammy


Su and Kat were there at the VBS camp and for a little while for lunch. It was really good to see Kat. I hadn't seen her almost all week. I really like that chicka. When we left the W.A.R. head quarters we headed back over to the kids at the school. I thought they had all left since lunch was so long. They were all outside playing. We gathered all of them in one of the classrooms and sat down. Some of the kids stood up and said how thankful they were to have us there and how much they learned. Carrie was there all week and taught them a lot of new English to them. They loved her and all thanked her for all they learned from her. It was touching to watch each of them get up and speak from their heart how thankful they were for giving them the week they had. I kinda wished I was there some this week besides the one day I was there. But, I know I was needed at the factory and that is where God needed me. Not only did he need me there but I needed to be there to learn from the things God was teaching me there. God Believes in me and my capabilities in my artwork even when I don't... and that is exactly what I have learned this week among other things.

We all said our goodbyes to the children, hugging, kissing, and taking numerous repetitive pictures with them. Then we all got on the bus to head to the factory to finish up. On the way over there it was pouring rain... another hail storm. When we got there some got off to help with what was left and the others went back with Danielle to help her grocery shop and fix dinner. Carrie helped me with putting up the mosaic Mirror wall. It looks really good! The others did more of the dots and Emily and Heather started to tape off where the zig zags were going to go on the cinder block (the lower parts of the walls). Heather also finished up painting the lockers the women use. It's all coming together very well, but we are definitely going to have to go back tomorrow to finish since lunch took longer than we thought. That's okay though.... it's not much left.

This is Carrie helping me with the mirror mosaic wall. There was a lot of monkey-ing with that project.



The bus came back to pick us all up to take us back to the house. Danielle had dinner almost ready when we got back, so we all just chilled until it was ready. Best home dinner yet! Cheese burgers, mac and cheese, mashed potatoes, sweet corn (out of the can this time), and peaches. It was so good! Sammy said it was the best meal he's had. He even said "I want to be American." Hahaha..... no Sammy, you don't... Ethiopia just needs some REAL American quizine imported for ya :) He is such a sweet spirit to be around. The Holy Spirit definitely dwells within him. I can see it.

After dinner we all chilled out, did our highs and lows of the day and goofed off. Emily got her camcorder out and did my Birthday video confessional. Hilarious. So fun and so much laughter. It was a good night with good people. It's my last night as a 24 year old. Another year.... It's been a hard and painful year, yet so sweet and so much growth. Here's to the next year, to grow sweetly closer to my Lord.